dance like no ones watching

The day dragged on as I watched the sun, as soon as it set I was free.  There isn’t much to say I am a vampire, I don’t think it’s a fare life. Well after life actually if you want to get into details. My name is Harley, I am forever  18 years old, and believe me it has been along time around 250 and 3 months to be exact I am not going to bore you with the days minutes and seconds even though I know exactly how many. I hate what I am, a vampire. You cant go out in the sun, well okay you can but you have to go to a special vampire doctor, and yes they do exist, you just have to know where to look, and then you have to get a very, very, VERY painful did I mention how painful it is. And then you have to wait a week for it to work. Some of us have to get it to stay near humans while others find it to painful to take, I have to take it,  my  parents, well actually my sires make me get it every other month, so I can go near humans. The whole blood thing is true to, but I find it sooo… sick, it must be something brought over from my other life……. There are other things I brought along with me, AKA my amazing body… I hadn’t really thought it would have mattered really… but I actually got better looking after I was turned. The sun is basically almost setting, so pretty soon I have to go to the doctor my parents want me to go see so I can actually go into the sunlight. I am your normal teenager, I do go to high school, and I am an A+ student even though I miss the most school. Its actually pretty boring after you do the same thing over and over again my family is constantly moving because of who we are, or more or less what we are so I hope you find my story entertaining.

 

“Harley, get up.”

I shook my head “No I am not getting up this early I have a headache mom.”

“Well that will teach you not to stay out so late wont it? Now get up.” She said yanking the blankets off of me.

I sat straight up and blinked. “mom  please this one time, I promise I wont do it again I will be up so early tomorrow dad will tell me to go back to bed.” I groaned.

She sighed.  “Harley, I don’t know what to do with you.”

“ not make me have to go to school.” I smiled.

She sighed and closed the door “only today tomorrow you have to go no getting out of it.”

I rolled over on my side and wanted to go back to sleep, I groaned… I wasn’t tiered anymore, “fine I’m going to go to school.” I yelled

I threw on my clothes, which I hated manly because we had to fallow a certain dress code in school.  I went threw my clothes in my closet and found something that might work. I found a pair of nice jeans and a gray dress shirt. Once I had those on I grabbed my tie and slip it over my head and tightening it as I ran down the stairs “ bye mom be home as soon as school lets out.” 

“ bye honey.” She said

The drive to school was only 10 minutes long.

When I finally got there I rolled up my sleeves and grabbed my back pack from the back seat and ran towards the door.

The final warning bell rang as I walked through the front door. ‘great’ I thought.  I went to the main office

Man I hated the women in the office

“ good morning, Mr. Jacobs, sign in on the page and I will right you a tardy slip.” One said in a shrill voice. 

“ yes ma’am.” I said signing, she handed me a tardy pass and told me if I was late one more time I would have to go to suspension… nothing I haven’t heard before.

I opened my locker and shoved my stuff in it. I grabbed my books and walked to my 1^st period class.

That’s when I ran into her. She was a girl I had never seen before, and she seemed really shocked and nervous.

“ sorry. I’m late and I’m new and I have no clue where my class is.” She said almost to fast.

“ calm down.” I flashed a smile, “ here let me see your classes.” I said reaching my hand out. She gave a piece of paper.

“ your in luck. You have class with me I’ll show you the way. By the way my name Is Harley.” I said hold my hand out.

 She shook it, “ my name is Melissa, but you can call me Lissa, thank you, by the way.” She smiled.

“ so where did you move from?” I asked her

“ uh well I was born In new York, but then my dad got a job offer in England and now we are back here in the US.”

“ ah that’s cool.” I said.

 I made a  turn  “ we are here.”

I knocked on the door and the teacher walked over “ well if it isn’t Mr. Jacobs…” he said rolling his eyes

“ Good morning Mr. Deater.” I said looking at the floor.  

“ well it was nice of you to show up.” He said then turned to Lissa, “ oh you must be the new girl.”

She nodded

“ welcome to the school, you can take the seat next to Mr. Jacobs.”

She smiled “ thank you. He was late because he was trying to help me. That’s why He’s late.” She said

I felt my mouth drop and I looked at Mr. Deater, he had the same look. “ Uh well thank you Mr. Jacobs that was very nice of you, now both of you take your seats.”

I grabbed Lissa’s hand and pulled her to the back of the class room and sat down at the back desk.

“ why did you do that.” I whispered

“ do what?”

“ get me out of trouble”

“ oh I just thought, I don’t know actually.” She shook her hair in her eyes.  I could tell she was blushing.

The rest of the class she was quiet.

When the bell finally rang I was ready to leave.

I got up and grabbed my books.  I was almost ready to leave when she caught up with me

“ thanks Harley, for showing me to class. I’ll see you around.” She said looking at me for the first time since this morning.

“ yeah I’ll see you around, you think you’ll be able to find your next class?” I asked.

“ yeah I think I can handle it, during class I found the school map and I sketched it so I think I can find it.” She smiled proudly.

I laughed  “ okay as long as you think you can handle it.” I smiled. “ I’ll save you a seat at lunch, I saw we had the same one when I looked at your schedule.” I smiled

“ thanks, see you then.” She smiled

 

 

 

 

 

( SARA)
I looked down at my watch “oh crap I better get home.” I looked at my portfolio and sighed.
I packed it up and head for the door.
“Good night miss. Bell”
“Goodnight Leo.” I said waving at the doorman
I really didn’t feel like catching a cab and since my apartment was only a couple of blocks away I didn’t see any harm in me just walking home.
The last couple of months had been so crazy, first me and my boyfriend Jon moved here from Chicago to Las Vegas and now to New York so I could find work and then he found out that he was going on tour with his new band panic at the disco, I had to admit that job paid way better then working for The Academy Is. Then my friends grace had moved up to New York to. My friend Sam was a writer for one of the big magazines and was moving here soon. My friend grace took amazing photos, and soon the magazine hired her. I was a model. My friend Grace was dating the best guitarist in the world Ryan Ross. We all lived in the same apartment building just on different floors, the apartment was bigger the any house I’d ever lived in.
I walked on the sidewalk and stopped at my building.
“Good evening Miss. Bell.” Another door man said
“Good evening Harry, its some nice weather we’re having.”
“Yes ma’am.” He nodded and then I was on my way to the elevator.
I pressed the 13 number and waited.
The elevator doors opened and then there was the small hallway which led to the rest of the apartment. The hallway was filled with platinum records and pictures. Man did Jon like to show off.
I grabbed my key and opened the door.
“I’m home.” I yelled
The apartment was broken up into parts like the 2 bed rooms and 3 bathrooms, a huge living room and a decent size kitchen there was also the room me and Jon had turned into a movie room.
“Jon is you home?"
I opened the bedroom door and slid out of my shoes
I saw Jon lying in the bed sound asleep, still fully dressed in jeans and tee-shirt.
I smiled at how he was sleeping.
Jon and I been dating for a year and I still couldn’t get enough of him, he was sweet, funny, outgoing, he could cook, clean and do laundry what else could I ask for.
That’s when I felt something rubbing against my leg.
“hey Dylan." I said scratching the cats’ ears.
When I and Jon moved in together he had brought along his cat.
I tiptoed to the side of the bed to my dresser and pulled out a pair of sweat pants and a sweatshirt. Believe me after wearing high fashion all day it feels really good to dress down.
I turned around to look at Jon one last time before I left the room.
I jumped when I didn’t see him in bed and then I felt the pair of arms go around my waist.
“You scared me." I breathed
“I’m sorry."
“I hate you." I said in mock anger
Then his lips were over mine and then I felt my knees go to rubber, it happened almost every time I kissed Jon.
“I forgive you." I said as his kisses trailed down my neck.
“I hoped so." he laughed.
“What’s for dinner?" I asked
“Hamm.... I have no clue but I do know what’s for dessert." he said looking me up and down.
I slapped him playfully.
“What I can’t help that my girlfriend is really hot." he laughed.
I kissed him again “well your hot girlfriend is really hungry."
He laughed, “I can tell, how your photo shoot was today?"
“Err- it was fine." I lied
“What went wrong?" Jon had way of reading me like an open book
“Well its just they couldn’t get a good picture today and..."
“And?"
“I was just really irritated they got the size of the clothes all wrong and the shoes were to small."
“No wonder why they didn’t get the picture, you weren’t comfortable."
I nodded and looked at Jon “I love you."
“I love you to Sara."
Just then my sidekick went off, "grace."
“Who is it?" Jon asked
“It’s grace, hold on."
“I will go get dinner started." I nodded and answered the call.
I smiled, who could ask for a better boyfriend. I kissed him before he left the room.
I finished my goodbyes to grace and hung up the phone.
I walked to the kitchen and saw Jon. “Hmmm… maybe I’ll take up your offer on dessert.” I smiled.
He spun around, “oh well you know I have a sweet tooth.”
I came over and wrapped my arms around his waist and gave him a squeeze.
“So what did grace want?” he asked.
Jon and grace had become friends with Jon as soon as she had met him on the Panic tour, they had become friends.
“Oh nothing, she just wanted to know when I was free, so we could hang out.” I smiled.
“Oh.”
“Yeah so what are we having for dinner?”
He blushed “remind me we have to go to the grocery store.”
He turned around and looked down at me. I stretched on my tiptoes and gave him a quick kiss.
When I went to pull away he held me still. And kept kissing me.
“I love you.” He whispered in my ear.
“I love you to.” I said back.
He grabbed my wrist and pulled me towards the bedroom.
“Where are we going?”
“Where do you think?” he teased
I just smiled.

 

“Ryan we are going to be late.” I yelled.

“Hold on i'm coming.”

This wasn’t the first time we had been to the doctor but today we would learn if the baby was a boy or a girl.

Ryan came down the stairs. He wrapped his arms around me and kissed me. When ever he did that I totally forgot everything.

“Let’s go.” He smiled.

We walked to the car and I got into the passenger side.

I felt a kick and I jumped.

“What?” Ryan asked.

“Nothing the baby just kicked.”

Ryan just laughed.

“Ryan…” I started “do you think we rushed into this?” it had been on my mind for awhile.

“I think everything happened a bit fast but I wouldn’t change anything.”

I smiled “Ryan I love you.”
he held his hand out and I put my hand on top of his and wrapped our fingers together.

I sighed. “Ryan what are we going to name the baby?”

“It depends if it’s a boy or a girl.”

“What if it’s a boy?”

“I don’t know I like the name Riley but I also the name Gordon.”

“I like the name Riley. And if it’s a girl.”

“If it’s a girl I like the name grace and rose.”

“I like the name grace.”

“So if it’s a boy we are going to name him Riley and if it’s a girl we are going to name her grace.” Ryan said

“Yeah I think that’s about right.” I laughed.

Ryan smiled, “so I here RI and Brendon are getting serious.”

“Yeah so I here to.”

“We’re here.”

 

The normal butterflies were in my stomach. I singed in and waited in the waiting room.

Ryan looked over “calm down honey, everything is going to be okay.”

“I know that, I’m just nervous that’s all.”

He nodded and put his arm around my shoulders. I laid my head on his shoulders.

“Ms. Cole you can come back now” a nurse called from the door

 

srry its short but there will be more soon

“come on in sorry about all the commotion we’re just having a baby shower.”
 “for who” Ann said in a calm voice.

 “me” I said “me and Ryan are having a baby boy.”

 “Well good for you is Brendon around.”

 I looked “I think, I will find him for you.”  

“Brendon, Ann is here to see you.”

 Brendon shot up “what?” I looked at him she was at the door when Ryan walked into the room I saw the look of relief on his face. He came over and put his arms around me is a loving hug.

“I was so worried about you.”

“ I am fine you need to be with your friend right now.”
 He looked up at me, “your right I will be right back.” He walked right behind Brendon. I fallowed then. Ann was sitting there. Brendon looked at her Ann

“why Are you here? I mean it’s not a bad thing but I mean you could have called.”

“You can go in our room I will watch the baby ”I said.

“Thank you Sara.” Ann said Brendon and Ann walked into the room and closed the door I looked into the small car seat and there was a small little girl. She was wide awake and she looked up at me an over whelming since came over me that was Brandon’s daughter. Brendon walked out of the room fallowed by Ann I looked at Ryan he looked down at the baby. Brendon turned back “Sara,  me and Ann are going can you stay with the baby?” “yeah it will be a good learning experience for me although it may help me if I knew her name.”

 Ann smile at me, “I am so sorry her name is Emily.” Then they walked out the door. I took Emily out of the car seat and rocked her back and forth and to think that I would be having a small baby like her in less then three months. Brendon and Ann came in arm and arm I smile “I am going to take Emily for a walk.”

 Brendon smiled the smile that meant thank you so much. Ryan looked at me “I am going with you.” He took my hand Ann looked “well  her stroller is in the trunk you can get to it.”

Ryan pulled the stroller out of the car. Emily smiled when I and Ryan started walking her she was so sweet.

< 5 months later>

“Brendon” I yelled ever since him and Ann had gotten engaged he was very hard to find he was always spending time with Ann or Emily. I sat down feeling suddenly tired, Ryan walked into the room “hey Hun are you okay?” he came over and sat down next to me. “Yeah I am a…. fine”

 Brendon walked out Ann on his arm we have some news Ann jumped up “I am pregnant.”

“Oh my god” I said. I hugged Ann. “Really.” I laughed.

Brendon had a smile on his face “yeah penguin (the name I earned since last month because I waddle because of the baby) your son will have a play mate now.”

 “One big happy family.”

I felt tired “I am heading to bed everyone I am so tired and I am going out tomorrow.” “Why?” Ryan said with a face that either was confused or concerned or maybe both.

“I am meeting my mom she wants to be here for the baby.”

 “Oh yeah.” Ryan said.

“So yeah I am heading to bed.”

We went back to the living room, Brendon and RI were sitting on the couch and Jon and his girl friend Ella were on a chair.

“ Spence is coming over soon.” Brendon said.

“ great then everyone can hear the amazing news me and Kate have.” Ryan said.

I smiled, so what if I never meant for this to happen.

Jon stood up and came over and gave me a hug “ how are you haven’t seen you for a week.”

“ ha-ha Jon so funny how was your trip back to the windy city?”

“ Chicago was fun I saw will and my ‘rents.” He smiled

“ ah that’s fun , hey Ella.” I smiled as she joined me and  Jon.

“ hey Kate.” She smiled.

I felt a pair of arms wrap around me

“ hey Ryan.” I said without even having to turn around.

“ hey.” He said “ Spence is here”

I turned around and smiled. Ryan let go of my waist and then I was being crushed in a bear hug.

“ hey Spencer be careful.” I said putting a hand on my belly.

“sorry.” He laughed. “ I missed you.”

Ryan smiled to and wrapped his arm around my shoulder.

“ you guy we have something to tell you.” Ryan said.

The room went quiet.

“ Kate and  I are having a baby.” He stated

Spencer smiled at me “ opps I hope I didn’t squish the baby.”

I laughed “ I think he or she will be okay.”

Jon came over and gave me a hug “ that’s great.”

I smiled, “ thanks Jon.”

Ryan grabbed my hand and led me back to the room. Then he got on one knee “ Kate will you marry me ?”

the tears welled up in my eyes

“ yes.”

He smiled and pulled a black box out of his back pocket, and flipped it open inside there was a single diamond ring on a gold band.

He took my hand and slid the ring on my finger.

When he stood back up I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him.

We walked back into the living room.

“ more good news.” Ryan said  “ she said yes.”

“ oh so all of you knew and no one said anything.” I laughed

Ryan came over and put his on top of my hips and I put my hands on top of his.

 < Doctors appt.>

 

 

“Ryan” I said looking at him, “when we are going to tell Spencer and Jon.”

 “after the doctor’s k. I promise.”

I looked over then down I was sure I had at least gained 10 to 20 pounds I hugged Jon and Spencer good bye and got into the car with brendon and  ryan we where on our way to the doctors to check up on the baby. We stopped out side the house. My friend Jessica stepped out with a basket in her arms no doubt that my friend had already gotten me a baby gift then she got in put her hand against my stomach we where always close and other then me Ryan and Brendon the only other person that knew about the baby because she was the person me and Ryan had chosen as the godmother of our child. Ryan and Brendon laughed together everyone in the car knew something except me. Jess looked over

“Sara I am so happy for you and Ryan” she leaned forward and gave Ryan a kiss on the cheek then over to Brendon.

Jess and Brendon had gone out awhile ago but now they were only friends. I must have dosed off because the next thing I remember was a stop and a warm hand on my shoulder “hey Hun we’re here” I opened my eyes Ryan look at me come on we don’t want to be late for the babies appointment.

I got I pushed back the sleep and walked near Ryan, who put his arm around me. When we got in us where the 3^rd people to get called back so me and Jess had time to  talk. She had re met her long time boyfriend  and was planning on getting married the next fall. I looked at her

“that’s great.” I said this sure wasn’t my first trip here. I felt a small kick I jumped. “What’s the matter!” Brendon and Ryan said in unison.

“Nothing.” I said although Ryan had already made his way over. I put his had over my stomach there was a kick again only this time it wasn’t me who jumped it was Ryan. I laughed

“that is our kid Sara.” the nurse walked in and heard the accounts of the kicking she felt them then told us the doctor would be in shortly not even five minutes later in walked the doctor same old same old. The cold gel the altusound the doctor smiled at us

“a healthy baby would you like to know the gender of the baby?”

 I looked at Ryan “yes.”

 The doctor took a dramatic pause “it’s a boy” she said. We got back into the car and drove back home.

When we got home Brendon went in first then jess me and Ryan last because we were talking about the baby boy we where going to be having. We walked in the house where we were greeted in surprise Jon and Spencer really hadn’t gone out well no they had but to get stuff to put together a baby shower I started crying.

“Sara” Ryan said

“no I am happy.” I walked into the room where I and Ryan slept. There was a crib and a changing table and a dresser I walked over to the crib and lifted the tag it read. “To Sara a wonderful friend and a soon to be great mom “love Spencer then without enough time for me to even thank Spencer the loud crash. Jess ran over to Jon who was carrying  a large package then all these people I knew walked in my friends Courtney who had married Vince  and where also expecting her first child she had small gifts to then came Sam  and Pete who  had been dating on and off for the last year or so. Then Shelby with her 2 and a half year daughter with her. Stacy came with her twins who she had, had with Cole . Then came grace who was going out with john. Some more of Ryan’s friends showed up. Then we begin opening gifts. Sam had gotten me a blue blanket covered with stars. Stacy had gotten me a pooh set. I started to cry again

Ryan nuzzled me “its okay Hun we’ll be fine”

 I couldn’t stop crying I got up and walked up to the bed room. I fell on the bed.

 Brendon, jess, and Ryan walked in fallowed by Sam. I asked if they could all leave and that I would be out in awhile even though I knew that was a lie. They all left except Sam I let her stay I felt close to her we had been friends since the sixth grade. We talked and I begin felling better if only I wasn’t the size of a house my ankles didn’t hurt. Then the door bell rang I found that  strange so I went to go answer it and  I opened the door their was a woman with long brunette haired woman “hello Ann how are you”

 there was a taste of hate in my voice I heard it then I opened the door only because I had noticed that she was holding a baby car seat

I went back to my own room, mainly because there was a pit in my stomach. I felt really sick.

I’m only hungry I told my self and then I went to Brendon’s room to check on RI.

I knocked on the door

“Hello.”

“Hey can I come in?”

“Yeah.”

I opened the door and walked in.

“Hey, how was your night?” I asked

“Amazing, I love Brendon he’s the best thing that ever happened to Me.” she sighed.

“Yeah I feel the same way about Ryan.”

“I’m hungry.” RI said.

“Me to.”

We walked into the kitchen.

All I hope was that I would feel better.

< A week later.>

I still wasn’t feeling better I was getting sick almost every morning.

I went to go find RI so I could talk to her.

I found her in Brendon room.

“RI I still don’t feel good I can’t eat even though I have been having all these weird cravings.”

“Are you pregnant?”

That hadn’t even thought about that.

“I don’t know.” I told her.

“I think you should take a test and see.”

“Yeah.”

“Do you want me to go to the store and get one for you?”

“Yeah would you?”

“Of course.”

When Rianna got back from the store we both went into my bathroom, were I took the test.”

“This is insane... I can’t be…. I can’t have a baby.” I spluttered.

“Well I mean it is possible.” RI   said.

“Well I mean of course it’s possible but I never thought it would happen to me.”

RI sighed “Kate there’s nothing you can do, are you going to tell Ryan?”

“Yeah well I have to, he will find out anyway.”

“Yeah I suppose he will.”

I stood up. “Well I better go tell him.”

“Alright.” RI said.

 

I walked out into the living room and saw Ryan and Brendon sitting on the couch.

“Hey.” I said.

“Hey.” Brendon said.

Ryan smiled and got up off the couch and came over me. He wrapped his arms around me.

“Hey.” He whispered in my ear.

“Ryan we really need to talk.”

He looked at me and then took my hand and walked into the kitchen.

“What’s wrong?” Ryan asked.

“Ryan… we are… I am… I am having a baby.” I said tripping over my words

“What?” he asked.

I looked up to read his face. He looked happy.

“Are you serious?” He asked

I nodded.

He leaned his face down and kissed me.

“That’s amazing.” He said.

As I sat there crying I looked up

“Brendon” I said with a large amount of enthusiasm.

 “Brendon I have no clue what to do I can’t tell ryan he will never understand”.

 “Calm down Sara I am sure Ryan will understand.”

 I felt so clueless and helpless I leaned in and gave Brendon a hug. Brendon and I had gotten close over the time me and Ryan had been dating I stared at him.

“What if Ryan doesn’t.” I lost track of my words behind soft sobs.

Brendon leaned in and kissed my forehead “then I will help you.”

 A huge amount of relief filled me “thank you so much Brendon.”

 “Thanks for what.” I turned at the sudden and furniture voice ryan I couldn’t even stop myself from running over to him and kissing him. “Ryan I love you.”

 Ryan looked happily surprised by my reaction towards him.

“I love you to Sara I always have.”

 I turned to Brendon he got up. The look in my eyes must have told him something because he sat back down. I really didn’t want to be alone hell Brendon already knew. I had thought this over so many times in my head I wasn’t even sure what to say now. Brendon knew what to do he got up “well I will see you three later”.

Ryan looked at me

“What….” Ryan smiled. “Sara why didn’t you tell me.”

 “I don’t know Ryan I am still not to sure we are even.”

 He smiled and hugged me in a comforting tone he said “Sara it doesn’t matter to me I am glad you told me.” I still wasn’t sure, but me and Ryan we more then happy. We where baby shopping and looking for a nursery set for the baby and we were trying to come up with names. We tried to hide it from the rest of the band only Brendon knew but in a few months I would suspect that the rest of the band would notice. I was about to go into my room when I felt a warm hand on my back it was Brendon.

“Brendon.” I said

He looked at me “how are you doing?”

  “Great!”  I responded and then I yelled to Ryan

“I’ll be right back” I grabbed my coat and opened the door. Brendon fallowing me “Brendon I want to ask you something I want you to be the baby’s godfather.”

 Brendon eyes lit up with excitement “really.”

 “Yeah I mean your one of our best friends.”

 “But what about …” I cut him off mid sentence “I can get about anything I want Brendon. Spencer doesn’t even know unless Ryan told him.”

 “Well I would be glad.”

 I turned Brendon “so what’s up I have noticed you haven’t been at the top of your game lately.”

  I heard his foot steps stop. He sat on the bench so I joined him.

“Nothings bothering me except I have always wanted children.”

  “Brendon I am so sorry this was all an accident.”

“No Sara I never told anyone my ex. Girlfriend sent me a text a couple of days ago saying I am a dad. Me a dad I feel bad because I see you and Ryan leave and I know you to be going baby shopping and stuff like that. I feel bad because I missed out on that with my daughter.”

“Brendon.” I said “you didn’t have to hide that.”  

“Yeah I did for the same you and Ryan is hiding the fact that you’re pregnant Sara.” “Brendon” I let him lean on me “its okay.”

 We walked home. Ryan stood by the door welcoming he hugged me and kissed my forehead and walked me to the bedroom closed the door behind me. As I felt the warmth settle in on me I felt drowsy and slipped into a peaceful sleep.

I opened my eyes and stretched out.

“Good morning, sleeping beauty.” Ryan said.

I rolled over to look at him “good morning.”

“How did you sleep last night?”

“Amazing.”

There was a knock on the door and Ryan stood up and went to open the door, “shh… pretend to be asleep he told me.

I closed my eyes once again.

“Brendon tries to keep it down.” Ryan said.

“Oh sorry, I just had to tell you that me and RI last night.”

I almost laughed.

“High five man.”  Ryan said. “Now go down stairs and get something to eat I will meet you down there.”

“Alright.” Brendon said almost too eager to do as Ryan said.

Ryan shut the door and came over and picked me up, “you might want to put some clothes on.”

I laughed, “Yeah I think that would be a rather good idea.”

I grabbed a pair of pants off of Ryan's dresser and pulled them on; I found my bra and also put that back on and threw on a tee shirt of Ryan’s.

“You know what?” he said.

“What?”

“I love you.”

“I love you to Ryan.”

He smiled and kissed me again.  He grabbed my hand and pulled me off the bed and yanked me out of the room.

I laughed.

We walked down the stair and into the kitchen; Brendon was sitting at the table bouncing up and down.

He looked so cute and childish; it was hard to believe he was only about a year younger then Ryan.

“Hey you guys.” He said when he saw us.

“Hey Brendon.” I said.

Ryan leaned over and kissed me.

“I’m going to go see in RI is up.” I stated.

“Okay.” Ryan nodded.

I walked back up the stair and knocked on Brendon’s door.

“Come in.”

I pushed open the door and sat on the bed.

“Hold on I will be out in a minute.” She called from the bathroom.

“Okay I can wait.” I said.

 

< Ryan’s POV>

 

I watched as she walked back up the stairs and then turned back to Brendon.

“You really love her don’t you?” He said.

“Yeah, she’s the best thing to ever happen to me.” I said

“Yeah RI is the best thing for me.”  Brendon said.

“I was thinking about asking Kate to marry me.”  I said.

Ryan’s jaw dropped, “no kidding.”

“Yeah well I mean me and her have been together for 4 and a half years.”

“Yeah, I sort of guessed you would end up marrying Kate.” He laughed.

“So I didn’t ask you how your night was.” I said.

“Ryan it was amazing.” Brendon said jumping up and down again.

“Well good for you, I just wanted to tell you that last night you ruined a very amazing moment by knocking on my door.” I stated.

“Sorry Ryan.” He said.

“Its okay I forgive you.”

“So when are you planning on asking her to marry you? “He asked.

 I shrugged grabbing a water bottle out of the fridge “I don’t know, I haven’t really thought about it.”

“Ah.” He said nodding.

* pre warning pg-13 kinnda lolz

 

He seemed happy by my reaction. “I missed you to.” His arms were around my waist. And he was pulling me closer. He kissed my lips.

I kissed back.

He laughed “maybe you should go out more, if you always come back like this.”

“Maybe.” I breathed. That kiss had taken me off guard.

He lifted me up and carried me to the bedroom were he dropped me onto the bed.

“So your home, with me, alone. No Brendon or Rianne.”

“All alone, hmmm... what could we do?”

He laughed and brought his lips back down on mine. “I have an idea!” he said.

He was on top of me now. Careful with his weight.

I arched my back, a natural reaction.

His hands slid under my shirt.

KNOCK, KNOCK, KNOCK

“Leave it to Brendon to ruin everything.” Ryan said.

“Yeah, tell him to go away.” I said.

“That wouldn’t be very nice of me though.” He said

“Fine.”

Brendon’s bedroom door slammed shut and locked. Me and Ryan looked at each other and laughed.

“Okay maybe Brendon isn’t here to ruin everything.” He chuckled, “now where were we?”

He was back on top of me his hands going under my shirt again; he pulled it over my head. I unbuttoned his shirt. He found the button to my jeans and unbuttoned them to and then he pulled his own jeans off. Then we rolled over so I was on top.

I moaned. His hands rubbed up and down my back.  He caught the clasp of my bra and pulled it open. It fell open and then he threw it on the floor.

I gasped again.  Then we rolled again then he was on top again. He laughed as I squirmed under him. The nice heat between us felt amazing.

There was a knock on the door.

“Ryan, Ryan.”

“WHAT BRENDON?” he said moving to my neck.

“I need your help.” Brendon said.

“Fine, hold on.” He yelled back, and then he whispered to me, ill be right back hold on. And next time we will have to make sure there’s no way we can be interrupted.”

I wrapped the blanket around myself.

“What do you need?” Ryan hissed

“What do I do now; RI is waiting in my room.”

“Have fun and leave me alone.”  Ryan said.

“Oh sorry Ryan. I’m gone.”

Ryan shut the door and locked it. He crawled into bed with me.

He was on top of me again and I could feel him getting hard against my leg.

He pulled down my panties and threw of his boxers and tossed them onto the floor.

I gasped when I felt him move and then inside of me. My back arched and he moaned.

After it was all over, he laid next to me, “that was amazing.” He said closing his eyes.

I could tell he was tired mainly because I was to.

I rolled over and laid my head on his chest and listened to him breath.

“I love.” I whispered.

“I love you to.” He said back.

I closed my eyes and smiled.

 

sorry about not being on lately my life is a tad bit insain i intend to start a new fanfic and keep working on the ones i already have, i have been busy trying to get a book published so i will try

thanks for reading hope you like them

~ Sara

Pete interlaced his fingers with mine as we walked to his car.

“So what’s new with you?” he asked as he opened my door for me.

It was so easy being with Pete, he really was a good friend, and I had always tried to tell him that we were only friends, but that didn’t ever stop him from trying.

“Nothing much really, I mean well Brendon and Rianne are dating and I am finally going to move in with Ryan.” I said. “And what about you?”

“Nothing really, I and the guys are going on tour again soon.”

That felt like a stab, I really hated when Pete or any of the guys left for tour or any extended time at all.

“Oh.” I said. “When are you guys leaving?”

“A week, maybe.” He said. “Are you okay?” he said looking at me.

“Um… yeah I’m fine.” I said and I felt him squeeze my hand.

“Kate, I want to tell you something.” He said hesitating

“Okay go ahead” I pushed on

“I know you love Ryan trust me I know, but I love you” he said looking at my face trying to read my face.

“Pete, I love you to but not in the same way, I’m o sorry I really wish I loved you in the same way, but I don’t and I am trying not to hurt anyone.” I said staring into his eyes they seemed okay.

“I know you don’t, but at least you love me in some way.” he said sighing.

“Pete I’ve always loved you, and it’s my fault for letting me become too involved with you, to make you feel the way you do about me.”

“So you said Brendon’s dating Rianne?” he said changing the subject.

“Yeah, there going out tonight, I am really glad to see Brendon finally get the girl.” I sighed

“Yeah me to I mean Brendon has always liked her right?”

“Yeah ever since he met her.”

“Well I am glad to see some guys get the girls of their dreams.” He mumbled almost to himself, as if I wren here and he was talking to himself.

The rest of the way to star bucks was quit

“We’re here” he said the loudness of his voice startled me.

He ran around and opened my door.

We walked in an i stopped and inhaled deeply, god did it smell good…

Pete was laughing when I opened my eyes; I felt the blood run to my cheeks.

“You are strange, you do know that.” He laughed again.

I couldn’t help but laugh.

We drank our coffee and left.

We pulled into Ryan’s driveway.

“I want to see you before I leave for tour.” He said

“Ummm… yeah call, and then we can do something.” I said

“Bye luv.” He said.

“Bye.” I yelled back as I fumbled with the door.

I opened the door and ran into Ryan

“opps.” I said stepping back

“Whoa what’s the rush?” He asked.

“To tell you the truth I wanted to see you.” I said feeling the blood rush back into my cheeks.

I walked slowly, I hadn’t thought about going back to my dads, I had my bags packed and everything  so It wouldn’t take long I thought.

I approached my old home and went to the front door… locked , then I remember how dad had always forgotten to lock the back door.

I walked around back and opened the door, and ran to my room and grabbed my bag, and ran out of the house, as I walked away from my house my dads car pulled in the drive way.

Bye dad I said under my breath, see you in hell.

I had grabbed the last picture of we had of my mother and tucked it under my arm as I was leavening.

I got back to jons and set my bag down, he smiled jon was always so happy.

Hey Sara he said

Hey jon what’s up

Oh nothing well I am sure your only stay at my house for awhile. But I gave you the spare bedroom.

Thanks jon, I now remembered that Ryan had his own house.

Ryan pulled around the corner, No BRENDON, he yelled

Me and jon looked at him, sorry guys I just…

I ran up to him and gave him a hug and kissed him on the lips, he moaned a bit then pulled back

Sorry I said, that was kind of odd for just started dating.

No it wasn’t that Sara, we need to talk ALONE

Jon got the hint and went to the kitchen

Sara I want you to know I love you…

I love you to Ryan…

Then live with me marry me.

Yes I cried

Epilogue:

Sara and Ryan got married and had 2 children who were named George Ryan ross iv and a little girl name rose lee ross, they lived together and had a happy life.  

 

sorry i wanted to end this one fanfic because i ran out of ideas for it so i hoped you liked it... thanks

any of the others that i have written are still being added to so keep reading!!!!!!!!!!!

When I got out I went to my room and threw on a pair of jeans and a tank top, and flew down stairs, I want to see Ryan

Sara, Brendon called

Yeah I said trying to figure out why he wanted to talk to me and what it could be about?

Yeah Brendon, I called running down the stairs.

Oh nothing really… Gabe, Alex and Vicky – T are here

I rounded the corner, and saw Gabe waiting with open arms; I ran and gave him a hug.

Yeah Sara I missed you to, man it fells good to be off tour.

So how was it, I asked

GREAT!!! Alex burst in, you should have been there it was amazing I never knew we had that many fans before!

Wow Alex calm down, I know you’re exited to see Sara but she is only one person,

I laughed, thanks Victoria Alex said sounding serious

She then turned to me, so Sara im sorry to hear you and Patrick broke up…

Oh its okay I am sure it was better for both of us I mean I am here and he’s a lead singer in a headlining band that is always on tour.

I sat between Gabe and Ryan and I could feel Ryan’s hand on top of mine it was a safe feeling.

So are you guys going to that publicity thing here, Brendon Said?

Yea that why we’re staying here in Vegas baby, Gabe said smiling and laughing

We all laughed then Vicky –t wanted to talk to me so I stood up and we went to my room.

So what’s it with you and Ryan?         

Me and Ryan? Well nothing really he’s just good friend.

Oh she said, well to me it look like he’s  more then a friend to you, I mean the way he looks at you the way he wanted you to sit next to him.

Well I mean it would be great if I and he were more then friends but that can never happen mainly because it’s my brother’s best friend and that’s not right.

Yeah but Brendon’s gone out with your friends hasn’t he?

Yeah, I hesitated

Are you to going to the dance thing this weekend, yeah I said.

She smiled, and are you going with Ryan.

Yeah but just as friends.

Well honey let me tell you something, he better ask fast cuz there is more then one guy who likes you.

What do you mean I said?

Gabe, Alex, Pete and I are sure a lot more that we don’t even know about.

Gabe likes me? Why im nothing special.

Whatever she said, so how are things going around here when the guys go on tour?

Oh lonely I said, but I deal sometimes I stay here and hang out with my friends.

I usually go and see them in concert when they come around here, I saw you guy a couple of nights ago and you guys rock.

Thanks she said… well we better go back downstairs before we are missed!

I laughed and we went downstairs.

 

 hey guys this is a new storie i am writing i would like to thank my friends who are writing it with me Jess and Sam hope you injoy ! also if you have any ideas for a name drop me a note or message me or coment i think you have the idea lol !

< Ryland’s   POV>

I saw Lillian poke her head around the corner.

Come on Ryland we’re going to the new school today!

Oh that’s great I said rolling my eyes.

I fallowed Lillian downstairs where Landon and christen were sitting on the couch.

Mom looked at me, Ryland you look hungry when was the last time you went hunting?

Awhile mom, but I’ll be fine.

You better go after school today…….

I will mom, I will I promise.

Landon looked at m. landon was tall and had black hair and his eyes were a bright emerald green, then there was christen who was landons twin brother who was also tall like landon they had very similar features except the fact that christen had blond hair and had grayish eyes.

Are you ready Ryland?

Yeah I said

We all piled into the car and Landon drove.

We pulled into the school parking lot, this was nothing compared to some of the other schools we had gone to before.

We all got out of the car slowly and walked into the front office.

We were all assigned to our grades Lillian was a sophomore, I was a junior and christen and Landon we senior.

We all parted, I found my locker and opened it and threw all my paper work inside of it.

There was a girl who was opening her locker next to mine.

She closed her locker and almost ran into me; she missed me but still ended up on the floor.

I helped her up and gather her books.

I looked at her. Sorry, I am Ryland.

Its okay my name is rose, she said meeting my gaze.

She was beautiful and she smelled so good, almost too good!

Well, sorry but I have to go, it was nice to meet you rose. And I walked away before she could say anything else.

< Roses’ POV >

I walked to my next class.

When I sat down I noticed that the seat that was usually vacant was a new girl.

She seemed shy and our teacher introduced her to the class her name was Lillian.

Hi my name is rose I said as I looked at her.

Hi rose, she beamed back.

So how do you like the new school?

Its okay I guess, I and my older brothers have lunch together.

Oh that’s cool.

Then the teacher started class by writing notes on the board, I tried to pay attention, but the thought, the image of that new boy, what was his name again?

Oh yea Ryland.

So Lillian started, do you have a boyfriend?

Umm… yea I do but today I met this really cute guy.

Oh really she said smiling.

i have started alot of fanfics and havnt posted anything new really well its all on paper so i am going to type some more stuff out so hang tight new stuff will be here soon

I woke up and looked at my couch Ryan was still sleeping.

I got up a shock him, Ryan you better sneak back into Brendon’s room

What the hell stop shaking me, he sat up and opened his eyes, oh crap Sara your right.

I know I am, get up I’ll help you I said helping him up and then grabbing the blanket thanks he said.

Your welcome I said.

We were at my brother’s room so I handed him his stuff and hugged him, bye.

What’s was that for he laughed

Hmmm… It cost you a hug for me to help you

I like that payment

So do I, I joked

Hold on let me tell Brendon I am going to take a shower.

Okay

I stood there waiting for him to come back out, I was thinking about last night.

Ryan came out

Hey he said I lied I told him I was going to get something to eat

Awesome I said

I looked at him and hugged him

You know you should stop doing that

Why?

 Because remember we are just friends

Well hugging is expectable for friends

Yeah I suppose your right

I wanted to kiss him there and then if front of everyone I didn’t care it was like candy and I had a sweet tooth.

He had arm around my waist then silently he stopped and spun me around and pressed his lips to mine then quickly pulled back but I wouldn’t let him I had my arms around his neck and I pulled him closer

RYAN, I heard Brendon yelling

Yeah he said still kissing my neck

Were are you 

I am in the kitchen he laid

Oh okay I am going to throw some clothes on and meet you down there

Okay

He pulled back and grabbed my hand and we went to the kitchen were Jon, Pete and Patrick were sitting at the table with star bucks in hand, here Ryan Jon said handing Ryan his coffee and Patrick handed me mine and looked at mine and Ryan’s hands I slipped my hand out of his and went to sit by Patrick.

He put his arm around me and I looked at him

Sara we need to talk after you’re done with your coffee

Oh okay I said talking a sip

I smiled at Jon and Spencer Hey guys I said smiling at them

Hey Jon said

Hi Spencer said I looked at Pete and he smiled at me

Andy left to go home to visit his mom

Oh I said as I saw Brendon and Joe walk in laughing

They sat with us

Hey Brendon I said

Good morning, Patrick and Pete stood up I fallowed

We better get going pat I am going to get our bags Pete said as Patrick took my hand

We walked outside

So Sara he said looking into my eyes

Patrick I said, I love you but I think your right about us.

I saw the hurt in his eyes as he shook his head in agreement

Patrick I hope we can still be friends

Oh course Sara your to hard not to like

I laughed a bit

We walked inside and Pete and Joe were there hold their bags.

Pat grabbed his and gave me a hug and they left

Hey where Jon and Spencer is is said looking around

Brendon looked at me, they left 

Oh I said

Brendon looked at me, what’s wrong

Oh I and Patrick broke up

Why I ought to Brendon said

No Bren we both agreed on breaking up

Oh he said

Ryan smiled at me then looked away

I’m going to grab my shower, I said

Oh okay then Brendon said

I ran to my room and waited a minute or two and grabbed an outfit a towel and went to the bathroom.

Ryan was waiting by the door

Oh my god Ryan don’t do that

Sorry I didn’t mean to scare you

Its okay I said

I want to ask you something

What I asked

Well we have to go to a party or something for publicity and I want the prettiest girl on my arm 

Yeah Ryan I will go with you

I could see his face light up thanks he said

You’re welcome but will there be dancing I asked

Yeah I think why?

Well I am no good at dancing

Oh that’s okay I can help you

Well then it’s a date

Hmh…. I like the sound of that

I do to now let me take my shower

He laughed sorry

 

 

 

Ryan I am only a year and a half younger then him and I can make up my own mind.

 I wont do it again just please don’t leave

I wont he said sitting on the couch. Sara what do you think Brendon will say

Who cares what Brendon will say?

I do I am his best friend.

Ryan how long have you liked me

That stopped him dead in his tracks

He looked at me now since the day I met you when I can home from the second grade with Brendon I saw you sitting there and I thought you were pretty I mean why would I have talked Brendon into play house with us?

I laugh at the memories , Ryan would want to play house with me an Brendon wasn’t like that but we told him he could play the dog but I always thought it was because me mom had to them to include me when they played.

I always was the mom and Ryan the dad and Brendon either the dog or the firefighter uncle or neighbors’

Wow that’s along time I said

Yeah I know now imagine seeing you at cool and seeing you go to dances with boys who went me and your boyfriends and not seeing you when we went on tour

Don’t remind me I said I missed you and Brendon and well everyone Jon and Spencer

Sorry he said

Its okay I am getting tired I am going to bed

Yeah I to Ryan nodded in agreement

Goodnight I said

He got up

He sat next to me in bed and kissed me my lips and his moving together I sat on his lap and kissed him I pulled back to breath while he kissed my neck I pressed my lips to his again

I thought you promised he said laughing

Yeah and I am happy that you are doing what you love to do.

Sara I want to say I knew it was going to be okay but I can’t promise you that

PATRICK I DON’T WANN HEAR IT.

Sara he said wrapping his arms around me lets make it through the two days I am here and then we will talk about it later

Okay I said wiping my tears away, he leaned in for a kiss but I pushed him away, and walked away

I walked into the drive way Jon was here and so was Spencer, I opened the door

Hey Sara were's Patrick Brendon asked/

He had to uh make a phone call he will be in side in a few minutes.

Oh okay cool.

I ran up to my room and closed the door, and cried into a pillow

There was a knock outside my door, hey Sara its Ryan

I got up wiped my tears out of my eyes and tried to compose myself as well as I could.

I opened the door, his arms open for a hug and I stepped into his arms as he wrapped his arms around me, he lead me back into my room, closing the door behind him

Hey Sara what’s wrong?

Nothing I said and we sat down in my computer chair I sat on his lap

You’re really bad at lying and you know you can tell me anything

Well Patrick wants to break uppp…. Because. I put my head into his shoulder and started to cry again.

He stroked my hair, and comforted me.

Sara I know how it is my dad used to expect way too much out of me and he was a drunk and he never believed in me.

Ryan I said looking into his eyes. I wrapped my arms tighter around him.

Ryan your one of my best friends

He smiled

Well Patrick wants to break up because he thinks we can’t have a long distance relationship, I mean sometimes I think we can’t but I don’t want to lose him

Well I mean there are other fish in the sea

I know Ryan trust me I like a couple of them but it could be so wrong to love them

I know how that is, really I do

Well I better go before the guys start to wonder were I am.

Yeah you better, Brendon will never trust you again, we both laughed I smiled hey Ryan

What

Some people make you laugh many will make you cry but it takes someone special to make you smile when your eyes are filled with tears.

He smiled your welcome he said and if you need me you know were to find me

Same here I smiled.

I smiled, yet I felt so confused you aren’t supposed to feel like that about your brother’s best friend

Or was it, did he like me, did he want to be more then friends , if he did want to more then friends I wonder how long he’s felt that way about me? My mind raced with those questions 11:30pm wow I said out loud I went to change then there was a knock on my door,

I ran over to open it

Ryan I whispered

Hey yeah I was wondering can I stay in your room tonight

Yeah why?

Your brother is snoring loudly!

I laughed yeah you can sleep on the couch I said pointing to the small couch in the corner of the room.

He put his stuff down and turned towards me

Sorry I was changing I said yanking the shirt over my head as I looked for my shirt I found it and threw it on

Ryan I said as he was looking at me

Oh sorry he said looking away I slipped on my pajama pants, its okay to look now 

Oh okay good he said I came over to him and sat next to him, hey Ryan I am glad you told me about your dad today

Well I am glad that you told me about Patrick

I sighed I am glad we can tell each other anything he said

Well I said there are something’s I can’t tell you or anyone else.

Yeah I know what you mean.

I hugged him and walked over to my bed and laid down

Hey sara, Ryan asked I sat up hmmm…

Have you ever had to tell someone that your just friends when all you really want to scream is I love you?

Yeah but only with one person

Oh he said well its hard isn’t it

Yes especially when he’s in your room I said

Oh crap I let it slip I thought

No it’s hard when she’s in the room with you

I tossed and turned and couldn’t fall asleep I sat up and looked at Ryan who couldn’t sleep either I moved over and he sat on the bed with me

Sara he said

Hmmmm….??

Do you think you are going to break up with Patrick?

Why??

I was just wondering

Uh well i was thinking about it I mean we are better friends

Oh I see he said

I had my head on his chest I looked up at him

I couldn’t resist I propped myself up and put my lips against his, I pulled away Ryan I am so sorry

Maybe I should go

No I won’t do it again I promise

I know YOU won’t but I might

Ryan

Sara I can’t do this I cant like my best friends little sister

yes that isnt his name but since i am not knowing his name me and my friend grace placed this wonderful made up name for him hence he is puddle man forevermore. he was skipping and my friend grace told him that was kool exept  then he said no it wasnt it was kinnda gay, then he said watch out for that puddle, my friend grace jumped backwards, and said thank you then he laughted and said there was no puddle lol. then he did it again and she did the same thing again and again she jumped, then he tolod us that he had gotten kicked out of toco bell because he was skipping and say oh theres a puddle lol well theres a day in the life of me